[ of course she would. but that's not entirely feasible, is it. because at the end of the day, haggar is concerned with herself, and no one else. she does not remember lotor, nor does she give half a damn about him even if she did. zarkon clearly did not care about either of them, and the entire situation was so impossibly unfixable that killing zarkon was the only way to obtain a modicum of peace in his life.
and even then, haggar wanted to stop him. even then, haggar attempted to kill him, rather than take his rightful place upon the throne. and that, quite honestly, is the last memory he has of haggar. not his mother, though now, it is hard to differentiate the two. because as much as lotor tells himself otherwise, one woman bled into the next, and some part of haggar exists in honerva. who knows if any part of honerva exists in haggar.
he exhales, abandoning his teacup on the wall for the final time, giving up on attempting to drink it. ]
So be it.
[ it's murmured -- loud enough for allura to hear, but mostly meant as a private encouragement to himself. he calls up the magical holographic image of the list of names within the circle, scrolling down with his fingers to find honerva's name. if he is having this conversation, he is not going to wait for it. ]
We may as well control when the first domino is tipped.
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and even then, haggar wanted to stop him. even then, haggar attempted to kill him, rather than take his rightful place upon the throne. and that, quite honestly, is the last memory he has of haggar. not his mother, though now, it is hard to differentiate the two. because as much as lotor tells himself otherwise, one woman bled into the next, and some part of haggar exists in honerva. who knows if any part of honerva exists in haggar.
he exhales, abandoning his teacup on the wall for the final time, giving up on attempting to drink it. ]
So be it.
[ it's murmured -- loud enough for allura to hear, but mostly meant as a private encouragement to himself. he calls up the magical holographic image of the list of names within the circle, scrolling down with his fingers to find honerva's name. if he is having this conversation, he is not going to wait for it. ]
We may as well control when the first domino is tipped.