I understand that it had been due to whatever was in the air, and what we had been eating and drinking but I admit, I am glad that you...are also thinking of me in that manner. It had felt
[she doesn't know how to finish that sentence either, but]
If we did...I would like nothing more than to have you. Truly. I meant what I said. About being glad you are here, that you are a good man. I admire you greatly, Shiro.
I meant it, too. And you're beautiful. I'd be so lucky.
[ the thought of it is killing him. "to have you" - he would like it if she had him. any which way she wants him, really, the more he thinks about it.
but there's a reason the thought never even crossed his mind before. there's still a war going on, they have to be focused, and — he's not feeling very focused right now. ]
You are too. In an ideal situation, we could be... But we will never be in an ideal situation, would we? At least, not for a very long while and
I don't know. I am having difficulty ignoring this. Especially now knowing you want me the same way.
[it's killing her too, knowing that either here or back home it can't be...or at least, shouldn't be. not when there is no time to think about this, to dwell, especially when forming bonds like this could be used as a detriment.
but...
it's late at night, they're deep in space in a universe they both know little about and she feels very strange.]
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juniberries) wrote2016-11-17 03:56 pm
YES GOOD
Maybe it isn't appropriate, but
I can't, either.
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I admit, I am glad that you...are also thinking of me in that manner. It had felt
I hadn't felt that way in a long time.
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If we did
[ he doesn't know how to finish that sentence. ]
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[she doesn't know how to finish that sentence either, but]
If we did...I would like nothing more than to have you. Truly.
I meant what I said. About being glad you are here, that you are a good man. I admire you greatly, Shiro.
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And you're beautiful. I'd be so lucky.
[ the thought of it is killing him. "to have you" - he would like it if she had him. any which way she wants him, really, the more he thinks about it.
but there's a reason the thought never even crossed his mind before. there's still a war going on, they have to be focused, and — he's not feeling very focused right now. ]
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But we will never be in an ideal situation, would we? At least, not for a very long while and
I don't know. I am having difficulty ignoring this. Especially now knowing you want me the same way.
[it's killing her too, knowing that either here or back home it can't be...or at least, shouldn't be. not when there is no time to think about this, to dwell, especially when forming bonds like this could be used as a detriment.
but...
it's late at night, they're deep in space in a universe they both know little about and she feels very strange.]
The only certainty I have is that...I want you.